Latin America
There is a sun that laughs lost in dreams and happy curls of colourful birds in voices singing hymns ignited by fantasies and visions of lost paradises ignoring the waters of the seas honed into piercing waves pummelling my tears with salt and earth the kind used by the sailors of the ancient continent to bury their dead the same soil that buries our lives that deceives us granting us to continue day by day in that miserable little life of who got more or who will get more without really wanting anything only a bit of tranquility who knows? like the one that surrounded us when we were innocent children and filled our bellies with papaya nectar There is a sun that believes it is holding me without realizing my body is a mountain of ashes collected in urns of gold and clay like those ancient ones who loaded not knowing the weight of a future cowardly and without mercy like those that made us believe we were supportive and would never know what is to lower our heads or open our legs without permission without desire not as when I am flooded in that music that rocks and shakes me covered in honey forgetting the gall that devours my history that crushes my senses for centuries and centuries There is a sun that thinks it knows everything annoying that makes me sweat feeling stuck without air stored in snowy peaks in desert valleys dotted with reddish blue of troubled oceans with palm trees and bougainvillea dancers ready to remind me of the beauty of this land run down by horses and plundered by metallic boats ready to take me to bankruptcy to the pain of hunger and to those differences of class that snatch my breath suffocating me from sulfuric acid virtual wires and the sound of a disturbing rock and roll tasting of cola without coca There is a sun that does not stop rising that haunts me that does not turn off that does not leave me alone that does not let me live that only makes me dream
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